doobies

2009-10-04T16:36:00.001+08:00

i have moved :)

2009-10-01T11:16:00.004+08:00

alrighty here are the outcome of my exam results. disappointed. expect the unexpected. didnt realise that the outcome will be like this. but anyway its not over. there's still 1 1/2 more yr to go. so to my classmates, dont be sad or disappointed. this is not the end. strive to do our best and yeah we'll make it. :)

2009-09-30T16:34:00.002+08:00

hah i stumble upon this camera which really caught my attention though. the new Nikon D300s. cool huh? yes can i have this for my birthday? haha. ok nak yg mahal2 je aku ni. it does cost a bomb. heh must take me years to save up in order to buy this camera. zoinks!! it looks so professional. beautiful pictures taken with this camera. unimaginable.

2009-09-28T11:38:00.002+08:00

whoo finally im done tiwh my new hair transformation. yeah yeah did something new.
not actually new btw. haha. so i went to D'Image salon at toa payoh since they are having a promotion. so i thought maybe i could do with a new style. sat there for 2 1/2 hours. butt pains, neck hurts. but the end result is perfect. heee. just as i predicted it to be. yes i just love my new look. hehe.

2009-09-20T15:46:00.002+08:00

Selamat Menyambut Aidilfitri disamping org2 tersayang. Semoga Lebaran yang berbahagia ini akan memberi kita keinsafan dan keredhaan.. insya allah.. Maaf juga dihulur seikhlas hati sekiranya ada terdapat kesalahan dan kekhilafanku, yg sengaja atau tidak, disepanjang jalinan persahabatan. Aku cuma seorang insan yg biasa tidak lepas dari melakukan kesilapan. Hope you guys had a wonderful hari raya!! wee~

2009-09-15T11:51:00.002+08:00

ahh it marks the last week of fasting. a few more days to raya. and spring cleaning to be done as well. new bedsheets to be put on, the curtains to be hung up, cushion seats needs to be changed and lots more to be done. not forgetting green packets to be inserted inside the envelopes as well. haha. so many things to be done within a short period of time. but alas, it can be done within this few days. gosh i lose quite a lot of weight during this month. yeap can see a drastic change in my body. heh better gain some weight when syawal starts. yes all those scrumptious delicacies. whoo just makes me more hungry haha. so yeah looking forward to raya with the loved ones. wee~

2009-09-11T23:29:00.000+08:00

today was an amazing outing with the doobies. heh. but alas, only one could make it out of the 7 of us. yeah iftar with them at joo chiat food place. though it was a short meeting, i did enjoy meself. btol tk geng? haha. oh my the crowd is full of yps!! duh dasar anak2 abu. haha. no offence. so walked around geylang. saw hilmi and his gang. haha. followed by lepas session at sing post. of all places. actually we were thinking of going town but then tkpelah. lupekan saje niat dihati itu. saw syura and her family. shouted at her but end up her father looked at us one kind. haha. so in the end, we parted separate ways and home sweet home.

2009-09-03T11:00:00.000+08:00

THIS FEELING IS KILLING ME!!!! I WISH YOU KNEW HOW I FEEL.

2009-08-28T20:55:00.000+08:00

i had my ofa excel exam just now. one word to describe it. screwed up. it was such a tough paper. oh my got my formulas wrong. the IF function. i dont know if i can make it. exams are coming in a few days time. its a matter of time before D Day approach. haiz. and i have yet to start revising. tsk tsk tsk. i attended poa remedial as well in the afternoon. hah and i cant believe my mum told me i look way older when she see my ezylink card picture. haha. huahua. but as long as jiwe mude tkpe beb. haha.

2009-08-25T09:06:00.002+08:00

i havent had a gd night sleep these few days. been waking up early for pre dawn meals and working during the weekends. yeah its only a two days event at orchard hotel and i work as a receptionist. overall the work is quite ok except for some annoying students. haha. and i saw this cute eurasian guy. muahaha. he smiled at me. haha. the experience working as a receptionist was great though. though the pay is quite little. not frgetting exams are round the corner. gotta start mugging aldy!!!! when will all this be over?

2009-08-18T22:59:00.000+08:00

Yellow

The bright, sunny color of yellow roses evokes a feeling of warmth and happiness. The warm feelings associated with the yellow rose are often akin to those shared with a true friend. As such, the yellow rose is an ideal symbol for joy and friendship.

I received a rose from mas. heh. thanks though. i like the scent of it. hah and my mum didnt believe it was a gift from a girl friend. she assume some random guy just pass it to me and i just take it. plz eh klu lelaki nk kasi bunga ros kaler merah bukan kuning. doink btol. haha. mothers. they just like to interrogate. kwang3x.

2009-08-09T22:34:00.001+08:00

i feel so lousy. i dont what to expect anymore. it's like im deluding myself. i just wish to break free from this cycle. i had enough of all this shit. i just want to be alone and go far far away from this place. whereby nobody can find me. yeah living in seclusion. trapped in my own nightmare that im unable to break free. can someone help me guide thru this? or do i have to unravel it myself? God i just believe that You would help me guide this. i do sound enigmatic. thats why some ppl just dont understand me. weird. haizzz.

2009-08-07T19:25:00.000+08:00

first of all, my bapuk friend damiah is back ystd. huhu. and he bought nougat for the class. yes it was pretty delicious. thanks eh joy. it's gonna be a long weekend this week. since its national day. jyeah. plus not forgetting fasting month is coming and im so not looking forward to it. oh and i got my timetable schedule just nw. heh it's nevertheless during fasting month. wow wow time is passing by really fast. would u prefer pretty but ugly behaviour or ugly but pretty behaviour? hah i sound so enigmatic. nvm.

2009-07-19T12:49:00.002+08:00

hellos im back after dissapearing for so long. hehe. it's been qite a tight schedule for me eve risnce sch reopens. for poa learning the FACT and final accounts. still trying to get the han gof it. though it may take some time for me to hang on to it. endless assignments to be done. not forgetting bev project. 3 weeks have gone and there's only 5 more weeks left to D Day. Yes the most terrifying moment. EXAMS!!!! speaking of which, i ahve not yet to received my bursary. it's been 2 freaking months of waiting. fuck. i need money. there's so many things that i want to buy!!! huhu.

2009-07-05T18:26:00.002+08:00

urgh sch is starting 2mrw and i dont feel like coming. for me this term's holidays is very fast. 3 weeks is rather a fast one. and i dread seeing those faces that i abhore. this feeling sucks but life still has to go on. speaking of projects, i managed to find the articles but i have no idea how to do the analysis part. and due date is coming which is next week. if only year 1 passes quickly. i'll just to endure no matter what it takes.

2009-06-30T11:01:00.004+08:00

wow time sure is flying very fast. and this is the last week of the sch hols. which means i have to finish up all the assignments given by this week by hook or by crook. oh well i seem to be enjoying the hols that the thought of going back to sch is dreadful. haha. i have yet to start on bev becos i dont feel like doing it. plus there's no microsoft word in it. and yeah where is the bursary coming? my bank is getting dry soon. apart from getting the gst money. tsk tsk tsk.

2009-06-28T17:42:00.004+08:00

i had a blastful evening with the doobies. it was fun and i really enjoyed myself. turst me, it will be the night that i will never forget. i love you guys for surprising me with the birthday celebration. and here are the pics :)

2009-06-22T11:24:00.002+08:00

i feel that we are dirfting apart. it's like i dont know who you are anymore. i know we've been to separate schools and leading a different lives. but that doesnt mean i've forgotten about you. yes i know you are busy with school and stuff but can you at least spare some time to meet an old friend? when i glimpse thru your blog, you dont have problems meeting with them but to me? who am i to you? am i just a gd friend of yours or im nothing to you? when i came up with the idea of meeting you, you would give me different reasons. i dont know if what you are telling me its the truth or not. you've dissapointed me countless times but i still forgive you. you know i love you as a best friend. i will not forget the memories that we had during secondary school. i really really miss you. it really pains my heart to see you treating me like this. i dont know if this meeting which is coming will bring us time to catch up with each other. but i'm looking forward to it. i hope that you will treasure the moments that we once shared together.

2009-06-17T18:45:00.003+08:00

i did went for the sentosa amazing race. bloody hell. it was raining when i board the train. isnt it a gd time to sleep and snuggle under the blanket. haha. but overall it was fun though and my team came in 3rd. not bad for starters. my team is called "watever". after that, went to eat at ljs with mas. though they provided us with lunch but it was not as scrumptuous as i thought it would be. so i ordered chicken bonanza. i was really shagged and exhausted. didnt get a chance to take pictures as the day seems to be coming to an end. took 80 and yeah home sweet home.

2009-06-14T21:08:00.003+08:00

im so looking forward to today's outing!! yup but unfortunately the pit is located at the far end of ecp. so i have to walk a long mile to get there. it was my 1st walkathon ever. can lose weight man. haha. as i walked, there's a lot of family outings as well. i miss these kind of outing with my family. if only it could bond us together. but anyway lets cut the crap and let the pics do the talking. oh and they celebrate lawrence birthday and niki and my advanced bday as well. gosh i was drenched in wet because of the waterbomb and the cake. thanks eh noi. lu gerek. haha.
here goes the pics for the day.

2009-06-05T16:53:00.002+08:00

kiwek. i had ofa test on microsoft word just now. hmm met up with mas at the forum. heh go in nearly 1230pm just now. baek pe. dah nk start baru masok. all of my classmates were aldy seated and prepared. mail merge and table came out. screwed bullets and numbering so i jumped to do my table 1st. nearly half an hour to the paper ends, jump back to mail merge. wasted quite a lot of papers. heh. and the invigilator was rather annoyed i guess. huhu. wat i can say abt the paper, i did my best. so wats done is done. cannot be reversed back. these few days have been a very busy schedule for me. tests after tests. oh and i pass my poa. though its not that high, but i made an improvement:)and im done with all the CA. only left with cms listening skills. and sch's out after that. wee~ oh and not firgetting i'll be getting my laptop this coming wed. so sexcited!!!

2009-05-22T18:25:00.003+08:00

LIFE IS LIKE A GARDEN AND FRIENDSHIP LIKE A FLOWER THAT BLOOMS AND GROWS IN BEAUTY WITH THE SUNSHINE AND THE SHOWER... AND LOVELY ARE THE BLOSSOMS THAT ARE TENDED WITH GREAT CARE BY THOSE WHO WORK UNSELFISHLY TO MAKE THE PLACE MORE FAIR... AND, LIKE THE GARDEN BLOSSOMS, FRIENDSHIP'S FLOWER GROWS MORE SWEET WHEN WATCHED AND TENDED CAREFULLY BY THOSE WE KNOW AND MEET... AND, LIKE SUNSHINE ADDS NEW FRAGRANCE AND RAINDROPS PLAY THIER PART, JOY AND SADNESS ADD NEW BEAUTY WHEN THERE'S FRIENDSHIP IN THE HEART... AND, IF THE SEED OF FRIENDSHIP IS PLANTED DEEP AND TRUE AND WATCHED WITH UNDERSTANDING, FRIENDSHIP'S FLOWER WILL BLOOM FOR YOU.

2009-05-15T13:10:00.002+08:00

oh my. mr hari misses me. haha. how funny. i got 2 days of mc actually. bloody fever and the tonsils thats giving me a throbbing headache. as a matter of fact i get to rest away from all the stresses in sch. it must be because of the weather thats constantly changing. haiz CA 1 is coming up in a few weeks time which is poa and ofa. hopefully i can make it!!!!!! getting lazier to blog nowadys.if only i have the time to blog then i'll blog.

2009-05-07T12:28:00.003+08:00

here are some graduation pictures!!!!! oh and yes i did had a lot of fun. thank you guys!!!!!!

2009-05-05T09:17:00.003+08:00

hello gd morning ppl!!!!! heh woke up super early today at 8am. had breakfast and then log on the internet. haha. so random. anyway i start sch at 11am today which means i have plenty of time to get ready. and also yeasterday's poa test was disastrous!! i screwed them up!!! oh time and time again. i dont know wat was going on in my mind but definitely no comments. haha. just have to wait for the outcome of the results. but so this is just a class test to see how much we've understood the lesson so far. and fack there's another test coming up next week. wth??? alright got to get ready for sch ppl. happy blogging!!! nyahaha.

2009-05-03T10:45:00.002+08:00

urgh holidays cant even rest in peace!!! there's tons of poa hw to be done and hand it up by monday. what does she think we are? robots?? she assume the most of them in class understand but actually thats not the true. so anway after much anticipation i asked mas to and study poa together. met u with her at tamp inter. after that headed to tamp library to proceed with our study session. actually at the entrance of the library there was a temperature taking exercise but then the both of us just rammed in side the library. haha. oh and the library was packed with students studying for their exams. heh. overall we managed to identify the dr and cr. the column thing will be done at home. there's a test on monday as well!!!!! argh!!!!!! fuck. but anyway i cant wait for grad ppl. gonna bring my camera!!! heh.

2009-04-29T18:49:00.002+08:00

holla ppl. i'm back from sch and damn im so shagged.:( can someone hear the agony in me?? haiz poa sucks. but no matter how i hate that module, i still have to take it. urgh its giving me the headache doing the ledger account. and mdm siti commented that i did quite bad for the previous exercise. hah!! and that includes idham and mas as well. and we were told to have extra coaching from her. heh. that sucks. oh shit. 2mrw there's bev test lahhh. and i have yet to study. oh well just gonna read thru the notes. another boring module.

2009-04-24T12:02:00.002+08:00

whoo i didnt attend sch today. self declared holiday. haha. i was told only 12 people came out of 42 students. pathetic sak attendance. there's nothing much coz today is the telematch. i attended it last yr so yeah. its just as well coz i needed a break from the stress in sch. poa still adjusting to it since i do not have any basic foundations in it since sec sch. but still i have to learn it though it will take some time to absorb it. so far other modules are fine except bev. very boring. a lot of theory!!! feels quite sleepy.

2009-04-14T19:52:00.002+08:00

at last sch has reopened. had orientation in the morning. but surprsingly, my name was not in the list. and the bad news was i was in class AB instead of AA. i was saddened. but hah after break, mr ng came and ask for me and i was told that i was in class AA. haha. i was like serious? haha. yeah so i'll be in the same class as noi, idam and mas.:) hehe cool. so yeah new environment with new mates. but 1st day lah kan so tembelang sume blom kluar. haha i feel so hostile in this class. miss the doobies though. and we've become the dybbuks. ahah. and congrats to syura and sydiah for making it to hn.:) although we are in different class but we can still meet and go home toghether.

2009-04-06T20:08:00.002+08:00

oh fack. im down with fever, flu and my tonsils hurts so bad. its driving me crazy!! oh and im supposed to start work today but then the doc gave me 3 days of mc. so i'll just stay at home and rest in the meantime. fuck lah. its always like this when im about to start work. fackdoma!!! and sch will start in a week's time. and im gonna all of the belos whom i've known for a year. i just prayed that no matter what, we will still be friends. plus im not sure whether noi,idham & me will be in the same class or not. thats what worries me. oh well that will be known when new term starts with new mates. and danny i hope to see u soon:)

2009-04-04T19:11:00.003+08:00

looking at these pictures does bring back sweet memories. you guys are the best that could happened in my life. i love you people:)

2009-04-03T19:46:00.000+08:00

HOW OFTEN WE WISH FOR ANOTHER CHANCE TO MAKE A FRESH BEGINNING, A CHANCE TO BLOT OUT OUR MISTAKES AND CHANGE FAILURE INTO WINNING AND IT DOES NOT TAKE A SPECIAL TIME TO MAKE A BRAND-NEW START, IT ONLY TAKES THE DEEP DESIRE TO TRY WITH ALL OUR HEART TO LIVE A LITTLE BETTER AND TO ALWAYS BE FORGIVING AND TO ADD A LITTLE"SUNSHINE" TO THE WORLD IN WHICH WE'RE LIVING SO NEVER GIVE UP IN DESPAIR AND THINK THAT YOU ARE THROUGH, FOR THERE'S ALWAYS A TOMORROW AND A CHANCE TO START A NEW.

2009-04-01T09:59:00.001+08:00

And here's my results!! i pass bebeh!!!!!! whoo. and to my friends, gd luck and all the best.

View Cumulative Grade Point Average (Cum GPA)
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National ITE Certificate in Service Skills (Office)
March 2009
3.563
Awarded the National ITE Certificate in Service Skills (Office)

2009-03-29T10:45:00.003+08:00

oh man. results will be out in 2 days time and that will determine my entire results for the nitec course. i cant help but feeling nervous and excited as well? its a mixed combination of feelings. and as im typing this post, my hands were rather shaky and my heart pumps very fast. is this the signs of nervousness?? oh well i just hope for the best:) to all my friends, gd luck for your results:)

2009-03-24T09:53:00.002+08:00

oh im so fucking pissed coz i didnt get to buy the shoes that i wanted. there was no size available!!!!! and what pissed me off is that i didnt get to buy anything there!!!!! except to download games?? pathetic me. gee my day didnt went so well. not only that, i was told to change my passprt photo coz that was taken back when i was in sec 2. hah. no wonder the customs look at me twice.:( i was eefing tired when i came back. sleep in the bus while on the way home. oh and this adidas shoes attracts my attention very much. but man its so expensive. i seriously need a job right now!! so effing bored....

2009-03-17T10:25:00.002+08:00

June

Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

This is so true about me. muahaha. Sounds creepy:)

2009-03-16T13:54:00.000+08:00

I TRULY MISSES PAKCIK!!! HAHA. OH SO RANDOM HIDAYAH. BLEAH~

2009-03-12T10:49:00.003+08:00

hello people. im back after disspearing for such a long time:). its due to my exams though. but finally exams are over baby!!!!!!!! i've done my best so yeah. anyway results will be out on april fool's day. of all the days its 1st april. gee man. so anyway yesterday was the last gdbye to my fellow clasmates. it was a very touching moment. all those hugs and farewell. although it's been one yr since we get to know each other, i treasure every moment i had with you guys. those jokes and happy moments will be deeply etched in my mind. just remeber that what i have been is the best that i could give:) let the pics do the talking:)

2009-03-02T19:59:00.002+08:00

whoo got my new laptop finally. hee~ and credit goes to my brother coz he contribute quite a lot of money. and yeah the speed is so much faster as compared to my old lappy. jyeah!!! but then he dont allow me to download songs anymore!!! and where the hell am i going to get those songs that i wanted? fackadoma!!! since thats the case, i'll just source for other ways right?? and these are photos of my new lappy. muahaha.

2009-02-23T09:27:00.004+08:00

some random pics taken since its noi's 19 birthday. enjoy people:) hope u like the surprises!!!!!! and yeah we love you as well. hehe.

2009-02-20T14:59:00.002+08:00

i had my beg test today. when i glance thru the qns, there's some of it i didnt study for example causes of split ends. muahaha. but managed to scrape thru the paper. but overall everything is manageable. yeah. it's all common sense lah. and yay there's no more beg lesson so i wont be seeing irene anymore!!!! heh. but right now, i just have to concentrate on my beo and poa. i'm afraid that what the section head says. must do well for final yr exams. dont think just because u got biz admin, can relax and shake legs. it depends on ur final exams as well. but insya allah, i'll study hard for this upcoming exams. and yeah meeting was cancelled last min. but anyway, after my exams eh. after sch, headed home.

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2009-02-18T08:37:00.007+08:00

these are some random pictures taken yesterday during sports and wellness lesson yesterday. enjoy people:)

2009-02-14T21:58:00.002+08:00

whoo i got a letter from ITE stating that i have to come down to CVC on 27 March at 2.00pm for progression to higher nitec. yay cant wait for that. and another gd news is that, i received gst credits since im of legal age aldy!!!!!!!! haha. cool or what? yeah and my dad ask for $100. but alas, i will give him since he spent so much on what i wanted all these while. haha. gee i thought i wouldnt get that money. haha. omg there's so many things to study for beg. and the test is next friday. plus exams not forgetting in less than 2 weeks?? ah damn presentation as well. so little time yet so many things.....

2009-02-12T18:18:00.002+08:00

well i thought of going to sch at 1 pm. but then when i msg serene, she told me that it is beo presentation and not lesson!!!! im aldy dressed up and ready for sch. but alas, it was just plain wasting. hah and surprising, sydiah has aldy dressed up as well. and as she was bored at home, she wanted to meet me. so with semangat, i meet her at tamp with sch uni since im too lazy to changed out of it. haha. not only that, i didnt get to meet mas after her graduation as she's going back to bartley. and im like alright then, perhaps some other time. oh and i miss her too. haiz. there's so many tings to be done with tight schedule but so little time. damn damn damn. and exams is only a few weeks left with higher nitec starting in april. an old friend of mine saw me t bugis just now and she didnt even called me?? hah. and she labelled me as sombong which means arrogant. seriously, i didnt saw her. and she didnt bother to called me. so wats up with that? chill ah mac. aku mmg tk nmpk kau pon.

2009-02-11T18:48:00.002+08:00

haiz unfortunately today was not a good day for me!!!! like seriously!!!!! first of all, my everlast shoe, there was a milipede inside it and i didnt realise at where did the thing came in and hide inside. because as i was walking, i feel like there's something moving. so i thought it was the cloth inside which is torn. im not satisfied and take out my shoes. and oh god there's a milipede crawling inside!!!!! it's so slimy. haha. and i threw my shoes off and shouting like mad woman. haha. luckily there were not many students at that point of time. so guys who saw what happened to me just now, just keep it low eh. dont spread the news to the class. haha. but wait in fact i think mimi was the one who blurt it out!!! haha. but nvm who cares!!! during poa lesson, i took off my shoes coz i had a phobia of wearing it. and yeah i am barefooted throughout the lesson. during mdp lesson, my comp got stuck!!!!! oh shit man!!! i was enraging with fury!!!! god knows how im feeling at that point of time. but overall i manage to complete the assignment given on time. whoo!!! pm1 was doing nothing. the presentation is next week. like wat??? so anyway trained home with noi and zal. and there was this couple standard lah from my school staring at me like fuckadoma!!!! chill ah mac. ade mata blh pandang pe. gue view randomly pe joy!!! hah but watever it is, noi and me started laughing coz of zal. hehe. tk blh angst!!! only both of us know what happened.

2009-02-04T17:58:00.002+08:00

oh well. so random. i saw someone wearing the same backpack as me!!!!!!! haha how coincidence. now i know what it feels like when there's someone wearing the same bag as yours. so noi and i reached sch super early. its 5 minutes to 8am. poa lessson was suppose to be doing script writing. but alas, the roleplay we had aldy done it during crn. but unfrotunately, i've deleted the script aldy lah!!! punyelah geram. klu tk dah boleh print kah siak!!!!!!!! anyway she wanted the script by next week so there's still time to work on it. yeah mdp lesson was doing the adobe test. hmm quie simple lah since i attended her lesson everyday without fail. haha. btu other lessons, skip it. huhu. oh and i was scolded for talking to mel. mcm siak. of course lah since its the in course assessment and will be evaluated.

2009-02-02T20:24:00.002+08:00

whoo congrats to those who make it to higher nitec!!!!!!!!!! and to those application who were not successful, please do not despair. try to appeal alright. there might be a golden ooprtunity for you guys to proceed to higher nitec. as a friend, i advise you to to appeal. do not be demoralised by this setback. so after sch accompanied the doobies to cs as they wanted to eat. trained home with noi & zal. she make funny jokes during the train ride. haha. mcm biase ah. laugh like hell. and surprising there's no matrep or minahrep. how peaceful is it. or maybe its because of monday blues. except for this 2 mat who boarded the train from bedok. and when i was walking out of the train, noi msg me saying that "drg tgk kau mcm nk makan" haha. which means they look at u as if they want to eat u. and as i walk im wndering wth did they look at me like that. then it occurs to me that maybe they me somewhere and yeah my face looks familiar. haha. oh so random dayah.

2009-01-30T18:56:00.001+08:00

fack fack!!! application results will be out on monday at 9 am. a combination of feelings is running through my mind. i prayed that the doobies will get into the same course and same class as well!!! this crazy clan of mine!!! LETS ROCK MAN!!!!!! HAH. after sch went to accompany naddy nadz to tamp together with noi. hah i almost cried laughing becoz of noi's jokes about the baby thing. eh noi kau ngan aku jelah yg tau wat happened. haha. lu gerek ah joy.

2009-01-26T15:40:00.001+08:00

hah went over to fiq's place to chill out with his family. he was really enjoying the god of war game. hah suroh ayah beli eh. so nothing much happened today. haiz im so bored lah seriously!!!! every malls are closed since its cny. yeah so i had a long conversation with my aunt. and she was giving me some useful advise to continue schooling without fail though im in ite.

2009-01-21T20:19:00.000+08:00

oh well. im turning 21 years old this yr!!!!! hmm am i that old?? wow anak pak arsat sudah besar panjang seh!!! dah jadi anak dara yg bertanggungjawab. hah. ok thats the comment i get from his friends. hah. but anyway people turns older every yr right? but in the end, we will all die one day and leave our loved ones behind. thats the one thing in life we have to accept. like wat my friends told me treasure what you have or you might regret after losing it.

2009-01-17T20:55:00.000+08:00

whoo surprisingly, my dad wanted to treat the family since he go his pay!!!! haha. so anyway he gave me the money to but watever i like plus the family as well. haha. yesh i love it when u do it!!! hah!!! but anyway this is not the first time he's treating us. yeah i hope u do this more often dad. this will therefore strenghten the family bond more closely.

2009-01-10T14:18:00.002+08:00

oh man im so confused right now!!!!! i dont know if i did the right thing by telling him the truth. but somehow i miss him and his messages. after what i did yesterday, he no longer msg me. is this what u called absence makes the heart grow fonder?? wow i didnt believe in it unti i get to experience it myself. he's done so much for me and i know although we've known each other for only a few days. i know the truth hurts for him but what can i do? im not certain whether i have feelings for him. its a mixed combination. i cant decipher what im feeling right now. only god knows the truth. he was so happy when he saw me yesterday. it's like wow. but still life has got to move on. im sorry if i hurt u.

2008-12-30T12:20:00.000+08:00

i am totally upset abt his behaviour yesterday. i just wanted his help on something and Damn he raised his voice at me. i talked to him in a gd way. im like wth is wrong with him? ah sudahlah. and about the outing, im sorry lah guys i cant make it. got some problems at home which is too complicated!!!!! feel like running away, away from this world. being in a secluded place where no one can find me. at least i'll have some piece of mind from all the troubles and challenges.

2008-12-29T11:12:00.000+08:00

i sat down pondering about my current life and whats going to happened in the future. i know that life is unpredictable and we dont know what's going to happen down the road. but as i recalled about what he told me yesterday, thousands of questions bombarded thru my mind. with the near year approaching, i ought to have change something abt myself and make it a better place. but its like im somehow stuck in this shell thats preventing me frm achieving what i want. i admit what he said does make sense and itwill affect my life though. oh God, i hope u give me the strength to face any challenges ahead

2008-12-21T11:08:00.002+08:00

hello im back after a week of hiatus. heh im just plain lazy to update nowadys. although its the hols, i didnt get to work so might as well take the time to relax yaw. and there's something wrong with my internet connection or laptop!!!!! it takes ages to upload a website. im so fed up!!!!!!! mcm mau rempuh lah sial!!!!!! urgh seriously i need a new laptop. daddy keep aking me whether my hp and mp3 was in gd condition? i as stunned for awhile. so i told him everything is fine its just that my laptop is giving me the problems. and i bring this matter up to my brother. he told me that this is quite an old laptop, what do u expect? jyeah he has a point thereand suggest me to change the internal. might as well buy the whole set right???? oh dad, will u pease bu me a new laptop??hehe. afterall they are having a sale now. huhu.

2008-12-14T10:24:00.000+08:00

wtf is wrong wth my blogger? it cannot display the whole things. and yeah its making me raging with fury!!!!! argh! fuckadoma!!! and not only that my internet connection is getting slower. it takes ages to load one website. oh well i guess its either there's something wrong with tis laptop or collection of dust is trapped in it.

2008-12-11T11:30:00.002+08:00

hello peeps. hee. today didnt come to sch as i guess lesson will be such a bore. and yeah yesterday make a deal with the clans that today the peeps will not be coming!! yay!! hah. confirm attendance sucks. so yeah i've yet to find a job to fill up my time during this hols. if not i'll be bored to death. so yeah happy holidays to all my friends. enjoy ur hols people!!! wee~

2008-12-01T18:59:00.002+08:00

fuckadoma!!!! i didnt study beo test unit 3 hah!!!!!!! who cares?? its just a class test so not counted in CA. so anyway the clans end up copying each other answers, flipping the textbk secretly. oh and the class photo fun 2, my face is blocked my syura. so yeah its freaking ugly. haha. kau sibok ah block aku. tk blh angst!! yeah i decided to order formal and fun 1. looks much nicer though. klu edit mesti lawa punye. haha. so went to c2 for lunch and proceed to poa lesson. luckily my group has finished the project. so pm1 project was not counted!!!!! how frustrating can that be!!!!!!! darah naik sak!!!!!! anytime boleh meletop!!!! kene design sendiri!!!! dah lah aku bukan art student. and it was a wasted trip to tp last week just to print the darn catalogue. btu anyway i'll try my best to draw ok or trace haha.

2008-11-30T10:11:00.002+08:00

i shall update about what happened ystd. surprisingly i was out when a group of mac riders were staring at me with jaunting eyes. im like wth is wrong with these people?? huh? u guys have not seen a mly girl before is it??? and not only that one of them tried to gostan and luckily the bike didnt hit on me. klu tk aku maki on the spot. haha. and guess what? i received an unexpected call from him lah dey. tk sangka seh. its a prvate number so i pick it up and it turns out to be him. haha. i bombarded him with a lot of qns that i've been wanting to ask him. ala guys mcm2 alasan yg drg bagi. hmm i dont think i can trust his words. so we chatted for like 5 mintues and i ask tols him to call me back later tapi dia tk call!!!! musibot anjing btol!!!!!!! argh sume lelaki stmf!!!!!! tk blh angst!!!!!!!

2008-11-29T09:27:00.002+08:00

ahhs sch has been such bitch!!!!! all these projects and dateline is due soon!!!!!! argh i dont even have the time to rest. oh and not forgetting upcoming tests and more projects. effing tired of all these. i just need sometime alone from all these. cant wear colored shoes to sch anymore because one of the teachers complain to the bouncer!!! fuckadoma!!!!!!! rearding about the IA, its no longer an attachment!!!! im like so fed up with her!!!! all this while, i've been looking forward to it and now she said its no longer an attachment!!!!!! if u want, go and call the company. wtf!!! ok fine.

2008-11-14T18:01:00.003+08:00

seriously im so fed up with the flash thingy. it's driving me crazy!!!!!!! the problem is i cannot open the doc when im doing it at home coz the format is not supported!!!! its like when i do in sch, there's not much time as to create one scene can be up to 3-4 hours? whereas when at home, u can spent long hours to create the scene. so there's a big difference totally. but anyway since i cant do it at home, i'll just do it in sch then. and as the due date is on the 28 nov, i still got ample time to do it. yeah and i must do it fast. huhu.

2008-11-08T19:48:00.002+08:00

heh i finally bought that everlast shoe just now. and it costs me $39.90. im getting lazier day by day to update. sch's a shit seriously. so i' will update when i feel like it ok. oh and beg phase test 1 is coming up in dec. i've got to plan what to wear for that interview. adn that's like 3 weeks from now. urgh plus i want to work during the hols. and rob needs people during 18 dec to 11 jan 09. should i go for the interview? im so undecisive. randomise thoughts.

2008-10-31T16:30:00.002+08:00

been feeling very sleepy lately due to classes which starts super early at 8am. didnt get enough sleep. timetable is like shit. beg lesson was so boring that i can doze off in class. haha. sch's a shit. everybody is like complaining. and yeah i mess a few things up. but who cares. its my life right?? so anyway i was thinking of rebonding my hair and cut it bob. but i'll reconsider it huhu. oh and i miss danny as well. hehe.

2008-10-29T19:55:00.003+08:00

omg this matrep that msg me thru friendster is driving me nuts. seriously!!!!! he's a stalker or what? keep asking me to msg him. ape hal sak ni bdk? mcm desperate tu ade jugak. haha. klu handsome tk pe jugak. oh and he call me minah?? ape ni dey dey? confused and irritated. huhu. dont tell me he got a crush on me or something? haha. tk leh angst!!!! but anyway he sounds friendly to me though. but who knows man the real truth hidden behind that face. hah ok enough of this.

2008-10-28T14:59:00.002+08:00

i feel that everyone around me is changing. my brother's attitude is totally changed after he's married. it's as if he values his wife more then the family. i feel so despair. when things goes wrong, he will always protect his wife. and yesterday, my mum had a tiff with him over the maid's issue. why must she always complain to him abt watever my mum give the maid? its not like she owes her something right? i just dont want this quarrel to worsen just because of one small issue. i just hope that peace will prevail within our family. i'm sick and tired of all this. there's got to be an end to everything.

2008-10-26T15:16:00.004+08:00

sahhhhh i just saw this job advertisements and they needed ppl during the christmas period!!! arrgh im so tempted to apply as it was the previous company that i worked with but then its during sch hours. damn it clashes with my timetable. the new timetable like shit and i dislike the modules!! seriously no matter how i hate the new teacher, i still have to concentrate and score in my gpa right?? well yeah everyone in the class complains how boring it is but then we have no choice right? but to continue learning and get our cert and proceed to higher nitec right? just sacrfice ur time for this godsaken period. i know its tormenting but please for the sake of our future man. oh and the job i'll reconsider it.

2008-10-24T15:56:00.002+08:00

Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it.

2008-10-21T12:39:00.002+08:00

as usual went to sch and plans to meet the rest at eastpoint. tunggu punye tunggu batang hidong drg pon aku tk nampak. haha. so finally the bus came at 1030 am and i board the bus. saw the 2 of them inside laughing. heh suke eh krg dtg lambat buat aku tunggu lame2 kat situ mcm budak bodoh. the clan decided not to turn up for g mal lesson and instead we proceed to c2 to had out lunch. after that proceed to mlc to surf the net. hah since lesson starts at 1pm. so we've got like 2 hrs of surfing. oh and ystd i received a msg from an old bestie saying that she wants to meet me next month. yeah since like a year since we last meet each other which was after O levels. haiz if only............................. so anyway she bought the ezylink card holder that im eyeing for such a long time and will pass it to me next month. and i cant wait for the outing next month though. she looks so different though. ahha. more prettier.

2008-10-17T16:25:00.003+08:00

seriuosly i hate the new timetable schedule and my new ca as well. i miss miss quek though. but too bad she aldy left to sch to join another company which offer her a better pay. so anyway 1st lesson was beg. yeah its full of information. and we did our own manicure as well. it was fun though hehe. oh and i wanted to buy this buffer which can shine ur nails!!! ahah. i ask ms irene and she bought it at watsons which costs $6.95. during mdp lesson, i was stuck coz i was absent last wed and didnt know what to do. haha. but in the end mdm sapiah teach me how to draw those things. lucky its a type B module.

2008-10-14T18:17:00.002+08:00

today's lesson is so pathetic. and peanad didnt came to sch. buih ah kau. so anyway 1st lesson was project management and surprisingly there's group project to be done and we have to come up the the ppt slides and 10 pages of the report. after that went for break and c2 is still under renovation. noods and c1 was packed but in the end we eat at noods. blh bankrap sak hari2 makan kat situ. poa lesson was so boring. the whole gang didnt turn up to sw while me,noi & diah took 12 as we wanted to bounce back and alighted at pasir ris. and there's still some of the mlys going jln raya with their friends. dah tua bangka pon nk duit raye pe. took train and headed home. while i was walking there were 3 bunch of mly guys standing. i was carrying my yakpak bag when they commented "eh beg yakpak pe?" i was like eh aku punye suke ah nk pakai beg ape. yg kau heran tu apasal?? hai mcm2 perangai aku jumpe........

2008-10-09T11:38:00.002+08:00

the new school timetable is out plus new module as well. they are principles of office admin, basic etiquette grooming, business event organisation and multimedia and desktop publishing. sounds cool huh? i know. haha. and i cant wait for new semester with new teachers too!! plus i miss all of my friends esp the gang. though we meet up during the raya outing but i think its not enough ahah. sports and wellness will start in the afternoon?? whereby the sun is scorching hot during that time. gee man. so what am i up to these days? i've been slacking, packing my sch bag, getting enough of beauty sleep heh and blog hopping. but 2morw i'll be going jln raya again!!!! to collect more money!!!!!!heheheheh.

2008-10-08T11:28:00.002+08:00

finally the work at expo has ended and i can get my beauty sleep for this 1 week before sch starts on monday. haha. i admit i miss those who are working at the same till as me asp jas, su ping and others. haha. but fret not coz i have their msn and contact numbers. so anyway yesterday was the raya outing with OR. but its not enitrely the whole malay classmates of mine. some of them bring their bg/gf along. we went to 5 houses as there was not much time to visit the others. so i wear the kurung which i bought at huzah collections. hai sayang seh pakai tu. it was meant to wear for my outing with my family and i wore it first. it was raining heavily though. so right now im waiting for my pay to be credited to my bank account. hehe.

2008-10-02T11:17:00.002+08:00

whoohoo!!! i pass my exams man!!!!!!! btw i'm so busy lately that i dont have the time to update my blog. been working like mad. and im so effing tired. lucky today im in the afternn shift. so basically yesterday's raya was not bad. i've got some collections but not that much as compared to those 2 musketeers. ahaha. they got more then me. ppl think that im working full time now but actually im not. so anyway school will open on the 13 of oct. aww i miss them so much. it's been like ages since i last meet or chat with those crazy clan of mine. as for the job that im working now is quite hectic especially at night. customers keep rolling in and in non stop although they announced that the store will be closing in 5 minutes time. and luckily there were some of my colleagues who helped me count the float out so that i will not be left to fend of rmyself haah. im so sad coz i didnt get A for my ofc instead i got B. and the rest of the module is A. yes baybeh!! haha. so thats it for now. i've got to go to work.

2008-09-21T15:17:00.002+08:00

oooh my brother came with his wife to pass me the jacket. yeah so i dont have to buy them in order to fulfill their conditions. so anyway he showed me his new hp which is N78. omg its a touch screen phone. so i fiddle with the phone and explore more about the contents. haha. at this moment i dont feel like changing phone coz the phone that im currently using now is quite gd except its lagging quite in a while. he suggest me to head to nokia store and ask them to change the internal chip for free. that pak torok tu mmg sengaja nk buat aku marah!!!!! issh geram aku. mcm nk bedal dia pon ade ah!!!!! ah sudahlah.

2008-09-18T12:20:00.002+08:00

oooh today got training again but its at night. yesterday's training was alright though. me and serene were assigned to the cosmetics department which is at level 1. oh and suprisingly rowena was there and sherry too. so yeah ppl spent ike between 100 to 400 plus. basically the mode pf payment is by credit card. got this customer her credit card wad declined and i ask rowena eh how ah? her card is declined. haha. i dont know if the customer heard my conversation or not but then after she left, rowena told me next time dont say like that. it might embarrassed the customer. like i care. haha. and we did closing as well. gee sounds complicated but then ater a few hands on i should be able to know the steps of it. so after that me and serene went to grab our dinner at mac. im so famished and tired. coz i have been standing the whole night. train home to city then to aljunied. home at last.

2008-09-15T14:01:00.002+08:00

urgh didnt wake up for sahur just now. haha. the clock just went kookoo. and it ends up the whole family not waking up either!!! but anyway we all are still fasting though. anyway i watched you dont mess with the zohan. haha it was so damn hilarious and there were some disturbing scenes which is not suitable for kids below the age of sixteen to watch. heh. no offence ah. so yesterday i wen tto geylang with my mum to received the money that she applied from TAA. after that, we went to bussorah street bazaar. yeah she bought the chicken kebab while i bought my favourite blueberry drink. it's been a long time since i had one. the food there is so tantalizing!!! cant help but have to wait for a few hours to break fast. haha. then i proceed to golden landmark and i bought another suit of kurong. its at huzah collections the one that i saw nona kirana wore it during news. yes it caught my attention so much that i bought it and it costs $150. haiz my bank's getting dry soon. but anyway i'll be working so its not a problem. on my way home to the bus stop i saw j.a halim. i look at him and he look at him. haha. his face is the same as in tv. no difference. waited for 80 for such a long time and when it arrives, it was so packed. cannot move in. so in the en i took 2 and reached home. it was drizzling but then took a taxi home. and yeah thats abt it. haha.

2008-09-11T16:57:00.002+08:00

well well im finally back as the exams are over!!!!!! whoo double shot for me hehe. so today i have to go for the lend-in-hand training at raffles shopping centre which starts at 1030am. damn so sleepy but then i have to go for it coz im being paid for attending the training. after changign plan to met serene at city hall. we reached there very early though.ahah. punced our timecard and waiting for the rest of the people to come. it lasted for abt 2 hr 15 min. basically he training was abt how to handle customers and all that is realated to customer relations. it does come in handy in future though. what i've study in sch, i appy it at work. so it benefits me as well. haha. i get to make new friends as well. they are so friendly haha. but we are of different positions. so 2mrw i still have training to attend and it starts at 10am. fuh cant wait for another day of making new friends!!!!

2008-09-05T15:08:00.003+08:00

oh bother. i didnt go to sch today coz i overslept!!!!! i will miss mdm sapiah as today's lesson was suppose to be the last one and next week the exams aldy!!!!!! when i woke up, i received 5 messages and 2 missed calls. they were from noi and mdm sapiah. here goes the msg that she sent me: "Dear OR, your OSA exam i on 8 Sept. Be in sch at 10:30am in proper attire. Room b3-20. Tnaks mdm sapiah." Aww how caring she can be. haha. anyway my sis asked me whether i wanna tag her to geylang coz she wants to buy some hari raya clothes or those two nieces of mine. i told her sure and i meet her at the bus stop. and i saw my granny besides my late grandfather side and i salam her. haha. she didnt recognise me though and she asked me anak sape ni? i told her ni anak eton nek. her reaction was "oh anak eton. da besar skrg! nek pon tk cam muke!"haha.yg ni menantu eton? then i replied yes. haha. how nice to bump into one another at joo chiat. anyway i will not be updating for the moment as i need to study for my exams! be back after its over.

2008-09-01T16:25:00.002+08:00

today i have no school and it also marks the 1st day of the fasting month for the muslims!!!! yeah so happy fasting to all my friends too!!!!! nothing much to update today except that i went shopping with noi ystd and i spent ard $110. haha. cant spent so much must control my budget. finally i bought the vintage backpack that i wanted!!!! whoo~ nah its not the same as dickies. dickies is so common nowadays that wherever i go i see ppl wearing it. so yeah noi and i bought from the same shop but different pattern. i was so attracted to this hoodie which cost $115!!! i wanted to buy it but then i cant. hahah. well cant tell more about the hoodie. haha. its mine.

2008-08-30T12:38:00.002+08:00

it doesnt pay to be kind!!!! ystd i wish my mly cikgu happy teachers day. and she can still asked me who is this? which hidayah? then i told her lah. she didnt say a word of thanks or something. so not sincere. thats why i hate to wish teachers who didnt know how to appreciate the students wishing. ah sudahlah. i cant be bothered with them anymore. furthermore i dont want to have anything to do with the sch anymore. seriously. thats another thing. another bloody problem is that a friend of mine vent her anger on me just bcause she didnt get the job. i was like wtf with her? so now ur blaming me coz u didnt get the job? wat rubbish!!!! im not ur punching bag where u can vent ur anger on me!!!! damn.....

2008-08-29T16:09:00.002+08:00

hah today i only attend osa but not ofc. so boring. always the same routine since its the revision week. mdm sapiah showed me the marks for my overall osa which is 40%. how sad that database bring down my marks. and overall i got a B. i was aiming for an A man. but nevertheless she said that im a potential A student so she advise me to do my very best in exams. so after school, me,nad,yaya,idham and noi went to tm again to eat at ljs. there's a lot of sec students there too. biasa bdk kental. haha. sit at open plaza after eating. we depart our own ways while ne and noi took the train. i alight at city hall and noi took a bus home. reached toa payoh and called serene for the job orientation. she introduced me to xin yee. haha. the presenter for the day. she explains to me whats the job scope like. but i have money issues. i need to fork out $800 to enjoy the benefits. haiz. it is a commission based plus its so tempting. but i don't know where to get the money!!!!!!! its freelance though. plus there'll be training which is foc. duit oh duit.....

2008-08-27T17:41:00.002+08:00

today's lesson starts at 1pm bebeh. i know its quite late though. haha since there's no more bpf lesson anymore. oh it was raining heavily and i was soaked in the rain although i used the umbrella. damn my shoes were also drenched in the rain. confirm smelly. haha. when i reached sch, noi bought 1 box of choki choki and gave it to me,nad and yaya. she give some to other classmates. anyway after school tok 31 to tamp to eat at food culture. nad & me bought fishball noodle soup while noi bought nasi ayam penyet while idham bought dry fishball noodle. haha. then we talked and laughed like no other business. haha. its like our fathers' coffeeshop. haha. we depart our own ways at 6 pm. when i reached home, mum was like nagging at me. but i just ignore her and continue to bathe. my brother asked me whether i wanna tag him along to jb. and i said yeah sure. halfway thru our converstaion, my dad interrupted and he told me no. i was like huh?? and why?? im going with my brother what not with stranger or something. haha. then he cant be bothered to entertain me anymore.

2008-08-26T16:28:00.002+08:00

school is as per normal. usual stuff everyday. getting sick and tired already. i wonder if i am a changed person. because when i enter ite it seems like a new environment to me. meet new friends, teachers with different behaviour as well. best friends who are drifting apart as though i no longer knew them like i used to. yeah i know friends come and go. but its so difficult to keep the ties bond. as for my family, well i lead a peaceful life. except that my dad has high expectations of me. my mum who thinks that sometimes when i talk to her as if im shouting at her. am i really that kind of person? i mean have i really changed a lot for the better or for the worst? only God knows the true feelings deep in my heart. He led the path for us to take. and to my mum, im sorry if i did you wrong or my behaviour has offended you sometimes. i didnt mean to break your heart. you never failed to give me love. gosh i feel like cring aldy when i write this post. to my current friends, if your reading this post, do stand by me. and i love you guys!!!!!!!!

2008-08-25T19:42:00.001+08:00

whoo i altered my tailored pants aldy and im wearing it today!!!! so today had ofc lesson in the morning. then after that accompany noi to tm to collect her backpack which she ordered online. but before that we eat at kfc and unfortunately noi spilled her pepsi as she was gabrah or wat.haha.got a replacement for another one. afer that waited for the buyer at the mrt. it was a long wait though. took 31 back to sch. osa lesson a was abt word and access. then noi,aini & nad went for the interview at raffles. they asked me to tag along but i got something on. haha. otw noi keeps disturbing me as my ezylink card was with her. oh yeah i caught the attention of some people who were sitting. they were looking at me like daunting eyes. haha. so i alight at aljunied and walked home.

2008-08-23T14:15:00.002+08:00

fuh i got a message plus its automated somemore to come down for an interview on thursday between 10am to 4pm. plus serene was also going there for the interview. so after school, we went together to jurong east with noi and wak mis. aha. it was raining cats and dogs though. oh and i was caught in the rain. haiz i dont wanna fall sick though as the fastin gmonth is coming in a few days time. as usual noi loves to disturb me and it catches the attention of the people who were sitting there. haha. i was standing thoroughout until the train reaches city hall that i get to seat. my legs were tired man. when we reached jurong east, noi and wak mis departed while serene and me proceed to cpf building. after the 1st interview, we were told to go to raffles for the second interview. if we were selected, they will call us latest by 2mrw. surprisingly, i received a msg from johua saying that i was being selected for the job!!!!yay!!!! money keep rolling man. but i have to work during fasting month. bleah.....no choice....

2008-08-18T19:01:00.002+08:00

for p.e lesson we ran 1 round and then do some stretching exercise. plus the attendance is so pathetic again!!!!!! after that, we played captain's ball. in the end our tean wins which comprises of mimi,serene,catherine,nad and me. haha it was a kecorable game though. noi didnt come though ystd she msg me saying that she will come. hha. i predicted aldy. went to c2 to rest for awhile and bought drinks to quench the thirst. bpf lesson was that she gave hints on wat to study for the test. mock test was postpone to this wed. overall today's lesson was ok but boring lahhhhh coz its always the same routine. gosh and im so effing tired!!!! btw i received a call fm kelly services asking me to come down for an interview this friday.so i guess i'll be going alone. ahah. anyone wants to accompany me??? doobtooterz??? as usual the tootz took 38 and they depart their own ways. while me,noi and nad continued our journey to tampines. nad took the bus while me and noi buy the pineapple drinks. it was delicious. then she went to buy old chang kee and we proceed home after that. we bounced back and soon i depart at aljunied. and home sweet home......

2008-08-15T17:16:00.002+08:00

attendance for osa lesson is so pathetic. as usual the other doobs didnt come except for jupjup. just now practise excel and database. i forget some of it aldy and trying to recall as much as possible. jupjup only came for osa and after that she went home. she ask me to hand in the ofc hw for her. haiz. its getting boring and boring now for lessons. nothing much except revision. and there's left like 3 weeks to exam. then for ofc nothing much except do email practise. i ask ms quek regarding abt the attachment and she told me that she dont have the information with her. so she will update me again on monday. i really want that attachment seriously. so that i dont have to search for jobs!!!its giving me the headache!!!!!

2008-08-10T15:58:00.002+08:00

fuh damn sleepy but i was awaken by the sound of the thunder. nevertheless i went to the market to get my top altered. the sleeves is quite long and when i went there to explain to the aunty, she gave me a blur look. i was so fed up i just walked off. haha. cant be bothered. my blood boils and reached its maximum peak. storm off the place and went home. so i've decided to cut my hair and not perm it. coz i think i will save for that later. maybe after hari raya or something. borrow from my mum $50 and she ask me to withdraw the money 2mrw from my bank. quickly went to hairjournal to get my hair cut. recognises the face that perm my hair last time. it was crowded though. i must say quite a popular salon. haha. but anyway first of all he washed my hair and then cut them. when everthing was done, the price is $17.80. basically the price has rise!!!! last time was $15. it was raining cats and dog!!!!!!

2008-08-09T12:25:00.002+08:00

happy birthday singapore!!!!!!!! wee~ and she turns 43 this year. i've got no plans for today. maybe im going to get my haircut done. i was thinking of reborn it but then when i ask my friend about it, she says it doesnt suit me at all coz i got a baby face. haha. i thought of perming it but then it's such a hasssle coz i have to maintain the curls throughout. maybe next time lah. the previous curls last about 3 months plus only. that's so short. my previous one last about 6 months plus. hmm such a waste of money. but worth it lah heh. btw i'll be going to jb with my family. wee~ finally can shop till i drop haha. i wanna find work desperately!!!!!

2008-08-08T14:35:00.002+08:00

wtf!!!!!! friends, what are they for? they are there to console you when you're feeling down, cheer you up and most of all treasure the friendship that you had. but then i feel hurt when you said we are meeting soon but in the end you didnt fulfilled it. i hate this feeling and that attitude of yours. you treasure your current friends more than ur best friend. i wonder if u really mean it when u sms me that fateful day. or it was just a facade?? i really dont understand you. it seems like you're a changed person. some said that im the one who's changed. perhaps i am but not to the extent of forgetting my loved ones. it was just bullshit!!!!!!!! i really hope you won't forget me though you have found new friends. i just wish time would reminisce the memories we spent together. the moments that we shared. but its all for nought. words cant descrbie what im feeling right now. God, if you must, please answered my prayers.

2008-08-07T17:45:00.002+08:00

waduh kakek!!! mrt peh ramai org. fuh maybe its because its in the morning. haha msg noi and she asked me where i as. i told her i was at paya lebar. she asked me whether im alighting at simei and walked together with ivonne. then she replied " sisterlurp baru kau pe?" hha. then reached simei at 750am. haha was a bit late. then ivonne was aldu there waiting for me. walked together to sch as usual. when i reached sch saw noi and she was wearing slipper. baik pe joy. haha. i saw syura waving at us. then waited for the other doobtootz. saw them and waved at them again but i was being ignored. eh da biase pe. haha. took the lift to go for ofc lesson. ms quek was late and she was wearing this ago-go top. ahah. tk leh angkat beb. our group was the most kecorable in the morning. haha. laugh like hell man. u guys simply rocks lah!! after that went to eat at noods. there's no lesson for bpf and during crn just edit the script. finally she said the script was fine. yay now have to type and memorise them coz my roleplay is next wed. received my exam timetable and the rules & regulations. im so glad theres 3 days of exams. after that im gonna work bebeh. money keeps rolling man. whoo!!!! went home with noi. bounced back to pasir ris. ahah. chatted all the way and i bid her goodbye. sial aku jatoh bile da sampai aljunied. noi laugh at me. haha suke eh kau. reached home & rest. effing tired man..

2008-07-30T11:52:00.002+08:00

went out together with my mom as she's going to collect the cheque from the cc. after that we depart our own ways and i go to sch as usual. as usual ivonne arrived first and i was waiting for yaya to arrived. called her and she said she was on the way. so walked to sch together and damn it was scorching hot. went to take the ift at engineering block but dang mat2 was inside. so i decided not to take that lift. haha. and the three of us were standing in front of the lift. mcm bdk bodoh sak. tk nk naik abeh diri situ. haha. pathetic day as there was only bpf lesson. ofc and crn were cancelled. haha. plans for today not sure what it is. but lets just wait........

2008-07-26T18:22:00.002+08:00

hello another day awaits me. haha. i received a msg fm j just now asking me when will i be free to come down for the training. i didnt reply his msg back as i didnt want to work there. seriously network marketing is not the right job for me. it requires you to persuade the client to buy the products and if u clinched the deal, then u get ur commission. and if not, kirim salam sua. hah. but seriously when i went for the job orientation last sat, i was oh no not marketing!!!!!!!! it lasted for almost 2 hours. and i saw aryawan my classmate during mly lesson. i didn tknow he was working there cos i saw the badge on his collar. i smiled at him and he smile back at me too!!! haha. wat a coincidence. thats why j told me u might meet ur friends who might be working here as well. the pay is gd but then the nature of the job..... oh well....

2008-07-23T12:47:00.002+08:00

haiz. school was alright. as usual wait for the usual to meet at simei. but before that, i went to check my account. and yeah i got my pay already!!!!! but i think its quite little coz of one day i didnt cover back my mc. so the pay for that day is gone. walk to sch and the back gate is closed. its time that i feedback to sch to open the gate till noon. haha. then wat for they closed the gate so early. ahah. bpf lesson learning new chapter which is insurance. quite a bore though. didnt pay attention to teacher. as u noe bpf is a B type module and so i got an A for the common test. hah. since its a B module, i should pass every test so secure my marks. after that went to eat at cafe 2. right now im at mlc updating this blog. gtg now as ofc lesson is next.

2008-07-22T19:16:00.002+08:00

i wonder why the past is repeating itself again!!! is this retribution?? or did i so something bad in the past?? ever since, i just have no idea why this is happening. i cant help but feeling miserable inside. deep down i just want to explode as i cant take it anymore. you may see me smiling outside but buried in my heart god knows what is etched in it. i just want to lead a normal life like anyone else. they ignore as if i was invisible in their eyes. i want you people to relinquish the moment that we spent in those days. be it individual or group we must get along well. no complications at all. its one problem after the other. the previous one has not been settled yet. i was being moody just now and i dont have the heart to say it all loud. let it be a secret between you and me.

2008-07-08T12:43:00.002+08:00

2nd day of sch was ok i guess. hehe. 1st lesson was ofc which we had to complete 2 assignments and had it to teacher. during crn results for the common test was a disaster. im not sure what are the grades that i might get. but anyway for crn she go thru the new chapter. lesson finish half an hour earlier so after that we proceed to eat at noods. i eat my usual and they eat watever that they desire. haha. after that otw to mlc, damn i was push to the boys toilet by noi!!! eh pantat da dua kali kau tolak aku siot!!!! tkpe satu hari nanti kau punye turn pulak!! haha. suke eh kau. perangai doob sak!!!!! for osa we do letter 4 and hand it up to her. as for lla, i skip again!!!!!! i m so effing lazy to go for the class! its such a bore.... but anyway i promise i will turn up for the next lesson as it carries a least 50% of the attendance!!!!!!

2008-07-06T20:13:00.003+08:00

today was my last day of work bebeh!!!! gee and 2mrw i have to come back to sch as sch reopens aldy!!!!! im so effing tired and i didnt get enough sleep. i think i will skip my pe lesson 2mrw. haha. urgh i dont feel like going also. btw after work, i return the items to the person in charge and he ask me whether i want to work overtime or not as packer. and i said dont want ah. 2mrw i got sch ok. then i msg regina and asked her where is she?? she told me she was looking for me inside and i told her i have to go by the back door. and then she told me to wait for her at the entrance. wheni saw her i was like shouting her name. haha. coz its been a long time since i met her since feb. whoo!!! how fast time flies. and we chatted about our lives. she still looks the same though. so do i. hehe. she treat me to kfc and we went to white sands. it was crowded though. anyway after that, we tok the mrt and went our separate ways. i hope to meet up with her soon.!! i miss the good old days... really.....

2008-06-26T12:08:00.002+08:00

whee!!!! i got 2 days of mc from work. but then i still have to cover back my off days which means that i will be wokring straight from 2mrw onwards till next sunday!!! and if i dont cover back, i might have to work full shift one 1 of the days. but then its kind of bored staying at home the whole day. that i swhy i hate the feeling of being sick. it boters me the most. well lets talk about 1st day of work. i dont know why but i wasnt myself since yesterday. i made a mistake during the transaction. and i had to ask lynn for help. maybe i wasnt in the right state afterall im still half awake or something is bothering me. ahah. there were a lot of newbies which i dont recognise. they all have their own gang. my voice was hoarse and i sound like a rock. ahah. rocker voice. peili commented that i had a sexy voice. haha. perangai salah satu mcm doob sak. if u guys understand what im saying then nvr mind. go figure it out urself.

2008-06-23T15:24:00.002+08:00

wats up yaw?? im back finally!!!! haiz been so busy with sch and stuff that i barely had enough time to update my blog regularly. so right now its the sch holidays again!!!!! today is the second week of the hols. and 2mrw i will start working temp at expo. like finally can meet my workmates. haha. but im not feeling too good currently with the sore throat and ulcer. urgh!!!! hate this kind of feeling really.but hopefully 2mrw will be a fine day for me as it is my 1st day of work. staying at home is such a bore. really. at least i get to occupy my time working during the hols. and i get to earn money as well. haha. as for my hair, its back to normal again which is straight. i plan to perm it again when i get my pay which is in july. bpf project has not even started yet. i have no idea when will the group cooperate for just once??? but then again i ponder the situation that im in right now. its just so hard to get by them.

2008-05-29T09:33:00.002+08:00

Haiz I'm so effing tired that i didnt want to go to sch. yesterday was such a tiring day as sch ends at 5. The sky was almost dark and it looks af if its going to rain heavily. but my prediction was wrong. it didnt rain at all. as usual i was waiting for shuhui to go sch together. aww she was late as usual. haha. but nevermind as long as my ca does not kick me out of the class. she is very strict abt lateness. so right now im in mlc to print my bpf project. the due date is this friday. however the finishes is black and white. no colour at all. it doesnt look nice without colours. today sch ends at 12. im so happy coz im going shopping after that. since they are having the gss, i might as well grab the chance. haha. till here i end my post. next class is bpf.